Jail
One of the horrifying places i can ever speak of is jail. The process of loosing freedom is a life altering pain staking happening. It begins with handcuffs and movements that are only control by your captures and will not end until your release.
I don’t need to tell that jail is bad place felled with negative stuff. Two lines from a scene in a popular prison Movie “hope is a place like will kill a man” and the rebuttal was “this is a place hope is most important.” they are both there is a line of hope that you will see the next day. That you will be allowed to leave that jail someday. That your prison term is finite. What if those hopes are taken from us? Are we nothing more than caged animals. what happens when freedom is given back? Will our ideals ever return. What happens to our families lives?
this place is felled with evil and the kind of evil that seeps into the soul and life energy changing everyone who is involved forever the outlook of what hope is dims and bright idea
Ideals fade or diminish. Some find it hard to even look in the mirror to brush their teeth or wash their face. The only thing in the mirror is evil. The person only sees the evil of the place they are contained. Some of best things to happen is contact with family. A beautiful smile of a loving spouse brightens that world for a moment or two and maybe that prisoner can learn to live from visit to visit. Hopefully the visits won’t end before the jail term does. Letter and phone calls help place hope in soul of the jailed person. Hope can drive a person crazy if the end of term means the end of life. Letter contact from outside in are brighteners. What happen with the communication out the cell to outside world.
Most everything that leaves jail is tainted with evil the longer and more hopeless the stay the more this evil grips. It is like the jailed has been brain washed and soaked in it. Nothing seems to wash this evil away from the core being of the jailed if hope is lost to them.
A person who has lost hope become embattled and seems means to those around them. The family full of loved try to restore faith into the soul of the jailed person sending messages of hope and hiding the pain they feel. Knowing the world behind those walls is nothing but pain. There limits and breaking to every human being. the jailed person will test every limits and probably exceed them. patience is not the families friend at all. They have freedom and can walk away. The outside is full of hope and good. A good the jail person lost sight of. Hope is a mans friends while in jail it keeps him seeing love through all the pain around him.
Jail is fill with evil and breeds more evil. This place destroys hope and creates self loathing. Bad news is not earth shattering it is soul crushing when person is dunked into and abyss. Life wills are lost and people just die without mourners. The jailed has to release themself from this hell on earth. The guards my open the gates to the walls and release the body but only the jailed can release the soul. Look to your family they have the ropes and backs to pull you. Has it is said inside you have nothing but time now on the outside give you family all that time to pull you back. Be patient and let them pull you back slow and remember don’t relax and feel loved.
My friend who was in maricopa county tent city fought with his famliy and has lost even more than the jail could take from him.