I don’t need to tell that jail is bad place felled with negative stuff.  Two lines from a scene in a popular prison Movie “hope is a place like will kill a man” and the rebuttal was “this is a place hope is most important.” they are both there is a line of hope that you will see the next day. That you will be allowed to leave that jail someday. That your prison term is finite. What if those hopes are taken from us? Are we nothing more than caged animals. what happens when freedom is given back? Will our ideals ever return. What happens to our families lives?
this place is felled with evil and the kind of evil that seeps into the soul and life energy changing everyone who is involved forever the outlook of what hope is dims and bright idea

Ideals fade or diminish. Some find it hard to even look in the mirror to brush their teeth or wash their face. The only thing in the mirror is evil. The person only sees the evil of the place they are contained. Some of best things to happen is contact with family. A beautiful smile of a loving spouse brightens that world for a moment or two and maybe that prisoner can learn to live from visit to visit. Hopefully the visits won’t end before the jail term does. Letter and phone calls help place hope in soul of the jailed person. Hope can drive a person crazy if the end of term means the end of life. Letter contact from outside in are brighteners. What happen with the communication out the cell to outside world.

Most everything that leaves jail is tainted with evil the longer and more hopeless the stay the more this evil grips. It is like the jailed has been brain washed and soaked in it. Nothing seems to wash this evil away from the core being of the jailed if hope is lost to them.

A person who has lost hope become embattled and seems means to those around them. The family full of loved try to restore faith into the soul of the jailed person sending messages of hope and hiding the pain they feel. Knowing the world behind those walls is nothing but pain. There limits and breaking to every human being. the jailed person will test every limits  and probably exceed them. patience is not the families friend at all. They have freedom and can walk away. The outside is full of hope and good. A good the jail person lost sight of. Hope is a mans friends while in jail it keeps him seeing love through all the pain around him.

Jail is fill with evil and breeds more evil. This place destroys hope and creates self loathing. Bad news is not earth shattering it is soul crushing when person is dunked into and abyss. Life wills are lost and people just die without mourners. The jailed has to release themself from this hell on earth. The guards my open the gates to the walls and release the body but only the jailed can release the soul. Look to your family they have the ropes and backs to pull you. Has it is said inside you have nothing but time now on the outside give you family all that time to pull you back. Be patient and let them pull you back slow and remember don’t relax and feel loved.

My friend who was in maricopa county tent city fought with his famliy and has lost even more than the jail could take from him.

I was recently told by my wife to watch your Blood Is Thicker Than Hummus Show because some issues that I have. Like you I harboured anger against my father for things he did while I was a child. He was a drug addict drunk philander. The man while I knew as a boy never met a drug drink or woman he could not pass up. When I was 6 years old I remember my Mom saying to us kids “your Dad has run of with some other woman and left us alone to fend for ourselves.” My Mom was a bit melodramatic at the time. I found out later on he still paid all the bills and gave her the grocery money. The money never would replace what we lost emotionally. He left us emotionally dry and I was the kid who took it the hardest. I called my Mom a liar. At 6 years of age began my anger issues. I was a little boy unable to understand why his Dad no longer love him. He did come back but the drunkenness and women never did stop while growing up. His 80K income would pay the bills for the house until I was 12. At that point he missed up with the IRS and lost the family home. At the same time he also lost most of the family income we he could no longer be bonded Reducing him to a paycheck of about $20,000 for the year. Now this meant that my Mom had to go find work. My parent never fought in front kids. Even though my Mom quiet anger would boil over into the softest scariest whisper ever heard. One time she got angry and couch just shot across the living room. No loud voice ahead just sudden movement. By time I was 16 my Dad moved out for good from the family home but I worked with my Dad cleaning hospital floors. We worked together until I was 18. That was the year that I blew my gasket. I heard that he was to be getting married again but he was never divorced from my Mom. I confronted him. He told me some lie (atleast I never believed him). The quote I remember is “everyone in my life beats me up for trying to help other first your Mom now you Mikey.” I don’t know this quote has stuck with me all these years I am now 45.

I have had numerous long term relationship that have been rocky to say the very best. I have always wanted to share my life and my kids with my Dad but I have been afraid to go find him. My last words to my Dad were extremely angry and filled with hatred. While, that has past and he has probably let the incident go for his own sanity. That final moment with Dad has haunted me through everything I have tried to do. I never finished anything I set out to do. My right now is a mess because of the hatred and angrer I hold for myself. I have 3 very beautiful children by birth and 2 of the most loving step children ever. Like I said things and rocky in all of my relationship at best. I am now separated from my last and most gorgeous, loving, angel for a woman for being nothing more than an unlivable obnoxious idiot of an ogre. This problem has killed business deal gotten me fired from jobs and even cause some minor paranoia.

In a last ditch effort the angel of a woman I just spoke of told me about your show and made me watch it. Sometimes words can be our binding to making us do things. I watched with an attitude of I am nothing at all like you. After all you hold many successes that I have never gotten to. I was in a band but it broke up before it started. I do play music still I was on a praise team for while. Then I friend said now you have the some attitude as him and similar out look. I see it. So I watched and I cried because you showed me how stupid I have been. I have held my anger until I have hurt so many as a man. So here I sit after my wife Dawn has bought me to a crossroad. If I don’t choose wisely I will lose her and all I love. I would to thank you for showing be the enlighten path. When you said how stupid I have been after your brother read the letter from your Dad. I knew what I must do to save my life family and marriage

Thank you

The Angry Dad USA

I could go on about truth but I am not going to get into that or perception. I am going to explain something to you all that most of us tell the most primary person in our lives the biggest and worst lies.

When lie to yourself it is the you have done more damage to the world you live than if you lied to the entire world. You circumvent you friends from helping you. You shut off thousands of possibilities in business and family. People start to wonder if you will ever be truthful at all. With no trust around there is no one who will listen no matter how important your message. Tell yourself the truth. Stop lying about you. Learn your verision of truth don’t simply take on another persons truth. When things go wrong look at you first. Never blame others for your missed fortunes.

All this is to late for me. I have lost everyone who is valuable to me because of self lies. I those who read this might never take me seriously.

The Angry Dad

Before I continue let me tell you this does not involve drugs or addiction! I will discuss later about addiction because I have watch numerous relationships fall to pieces of that issue. We are going to discuss something far more basic. Secrets kill marriages. Here is mine.

I was place in jail in the Unite States for not paying child support. I lost a custody battle do to a series of lies and falsehoods created by my ex-wife. Over time of the battle and me finally losing the support bill compiled and I had no job to pay. My last trip  court I was detained indefinitely until I was caught up on the bill. My ex deny every request for visitation and to date I have missed every birthday, christmas, easter, new year and any other holiday you can think of since 2005. While no of this is my secret I need you to understand the gravity of the secret. I let the jail still owing  at least $14000 US in child support. I actually escaped custody. I was on a work release and I never returned. When the next court date came around a judgment was passed against me that would change me freedom until I a totally caught up. The judgment was put in place to keep me from leaving the US. Here is the secret while this was never placed into a documents the judge place a ban on me receiving any documentation that would allow me to leave the country. I was already outside the US. This secret has stressed me ever since. I could have spared myself some stress by sharing with my now soon to be lost angel.

Secrets cause stress and cause horrible changes in perception. You stop realizing what you are doing wrong or right (I am using these terms because you know what is right for you). You do stupid things because you feel the whole world might be after you. What if someone tells my secret. I can’t let anyone find out. I have told the world my secret in a desperate apology to my angel you I love so much. My advise to you is don’t keep secrets for your spouse when you do something wrong own it and get out in the air. Your spouse is there to help you stop being so stupid and let them. Change the hurtful behavior it is going to hurt you. Now for me I am a settle very happy with me person. I know who and what I am but I have lost my direction and my calm. For the past year or more I have had no composure and have been in attack mode. I want my life back I need my angel. I won’t ever have her until and fix my brokenness after this secret.

Thank you

Angry Dad USA

I would like to thank all those who have help me compose this last blog most of whom I don’t know there names. They were sent by the God I worship with message. Please God send me my precious Angel please give me her words so she understands I love her and I am sorry. Help me to speak her language just for a moment so I can truly and deeply apologize. Taken her in a prone and harmless way so only she has control. Take my tongue for me  before I speak without understanding her. In this I pray and trust.

I don’t believe that tone of voice is a valid tool when used in marriage it is to strick and harsh on each other and leads to nothing but hurt feeling in a previous blog I talk about how a deal with anger and what cause me to eliminate it from my life. Some one as said recently but aren’t angry because of your tone of voice. To which i very loudly reply no way I am not. I also said I think I am one of the happiest people I know. I have found inner happiness. I will say this to all those who think there is only way of tone of voice. I don’t believe you are entirely correct. There are not even any basics to this one. Each individual most find one that works for them. This works for me because I feel better about me and at the end of our lives that is what we shall be judge on. How we make ourselves feel is at times more important than how we make others feel. This doesn’t really work in married life. You must understand there are if’s and then’s to be accounted for life is a series of them and we all make mistakes and we learn from them.

Shouting in my current marriage is a normal state for me if a speak normally every one says I am not heard. Shouting is speaking so loudly that you feel a pull in your throat. This means everyone shouting level is different. Again are Universe has made everything individualize. Just because we are loud does not mean we are shouting. When I am shouting my wife in speaking normally. So. let me explain this if I am going on in one of my happy let me explain my point of view fits (trust me this is a happy time because often I do get ignored). My decibel level  goes and I am doing my little dance someone would think I am angry. If asked me I would say nope just happy to speak. This again is all interesting and mostly meaningless until the group comes together and we try to get along.

Tolerance is the key to us getting along we have accept that nothing is the same and rules hurt more than they help in long term fairness. Just relax and figure everyone is happy until they say they are not.

The basic premise of my logic for the world is this stay in balance with the world. Would I am having trouble with this part alone. The Universe is full of questions and answers and must of the what’s, how’s and where’s are in plan view leaving very little to say. It is the why’s that are so hard to answer. Why did he die? Here are the common answers. He was a smokers or he had a bad diet. Neither of these answer told us why he stop existing on the plane of the Universe. They told us what but never told why his life became so special it had to end. If the what killed someone was the end all the suicide attempts would never fail and surely most do There something special about the universe and balance kept within it the I am missing that keeps fucking up things that I find dear. I told my wife the other day that she should be more tolerant of how people express emotion to which her answer was leaving. Not good thing to say I suppose. I don’t want her to change how she expresses herself that would cause another inbalance. How we express negative and positive emotion is very different. I go into a ranting fit (closer to my wife words) when I am exciting and happy to share information. I dance around all loud arm flailing because I feel passionate about what I believe and trust me I expect the same back. If you believe be passionate about it. When I am angry which I almost refuse to be. Simple I don’t have energy to waste on a person like that. I become very inclosed and reclusive I won’t talk I just stare into space. Reverse the scale and you have my wife. I think it is a fun life at least I was having fun.  I basically believe myself to happy and well adjust with what works for me.

Why doesn’t everyone else do the same? Find truth for yourself it is not Universal most things are not seen the same why there is not order to life only chaos. We have in a space time continuum and we do live a die in the same breathe so why not embrace and sap everything out of every possibility. I teach what I live find your  way and stick to it don’t anyone take it from you not your Mom your spouse no one but be sure it is your way and not something copied from some else. May this way of thinking was to much for her I am not sure. I analyze everything emotion and not something to be dealt with on a whim. The analysis could take months for of re-examining. I still re-examine our first date for rights and wrong (this time mean what works for me). Now I have to leave that analysis for the moment to look at what just happened. You see she said she gave me all the parts but I have never had time to ask question and look at them she thinks I was not listening I was. She said I need help will that is true but not true I need help figuring how to guide tolerance and acceptance to what we both believe to be true.

Nathan Kotylak seen hear trying to light a cop car on fire is now fleeing with his family from vigilante violence. While I feel badly for his family because this young man did something stupid. I must say that we should has a society allow the wheels of justice move. Yes, it will be a slow process but it is what we have in place. I believe he should be let in peace until justice takes care of him. He was encourage to do the right thing by his parents. It is the Angry Dad’s understanding that his parents turned him but he got a lawyer to file a court order to allow him as a minor to my his name public so he could apologize to Vancouver. He is also a star athlete who won a scholarship to University of Calgary to play water polo. The scholarship has been rescinded. Water Polo Canada has suspended him from the playing. Justice will move against him as he is facing legal charges. All of the rioters will be found and charged mostly because they decided to post images of the destruction on a famous social media site.

Angry Dad has been told that the process could take over a year but all those who are found will be charged and will face justice. Please at this point cheer and assist the courts with information but to not make the problem worse with thing like hate post and threats. Remember this type of activity is also against the law and will slow justice because of charges for vigilante activity.

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This my opinion of the Stanley Cup based on a few simple facts. The winners of the cup must be NHL team to enter the playoffs and win 16 games. These games are not just any regular season game they are hard hitting face cutting bone breaking game. They are the build up of one year’s worth of play on the ice. The NHL playoffs are not for any whimp who would play football, soccer, baseball or basketball. These guys wear body armour, weld war sticks and skate on razor sharp ice skates. These juggernauts slam their bodies into the walls of the ice rink at full speed while chase a round piece of frozen rubber called a puck. I love hockey and what it represents because these gentlemen play from the heart. Imagine getting up to work with a stitches in your face because you were struck with an object that moving at 105 MPH Ryan Kessler did just that. Mason Raymond, who did not play last night because of broken back, showed up to wave to fans and cheer teammates. Nathan Horton who did not play for Boston because of concussion. These are serious injuries but are a day at the office for NHL players.

This year’s playoffs where played with true spirit and heart sportmanship. The games were entertaining and action packed last night’s game was no different they played hard and skated well. The Boston Bruins and Vancouver Canucks showed their hardness in battle and made it to the Stanley Cup series. These two teams showed the kind of heart it takes to play hockey and succeed. The NHL is a great example to our youth about what it takes to be a success. Not once did either team just lay down and give up. They played tooth and nail til the very last second ticked off the clock. The goalies Tim Thomas and Roberto Luongo stationed themselves bravely as they made save after save to keep their teams winning.

Let’s talk about being a goalie you set in front of net and try to keep the frozen puck from getting by you. Remember 105 MPH is about the speed the puck will hit you at. Do you see the need for body armour? These two warriors caught or stopped at least 200 shots in just each in the past seven games. They both gave everything had to insure victory. The Stanley is unlike any other championship because it is about who will grow tired first. One team must wear the other out in order take the Cup home.

Vancouver has never won the Cup in their 40-year history and Boston has not won in almost the same time but they have been around since 1924. This is the kind stuff that makes last nights game a historic battle. Up until last night neither team had lost at home giving the Canucks an emotion edge over the Bruins. So, win the teams took the ice in Vancouver the fans had a good feeling that their Cup dream would over flow. Of course Boston fans on the other side a the content sent their warriors to the west with a victory ending the season at the TD Garden with a win. It was a great game and Boston won. The goalies at the end shook hands in sportsmanship and in my opinion there were no loser on the ice. The embattlements suffer and won by both teams showed victory to all. Both team had the honour to play for hockey’s greatest prize. I hope with all the players a healthy summer and thank you for bring heroes.

Thank you to the gracious cities of Vancouver and Boston for hosting such a great event that will not be out shown by the act of a bunch of knuckle heads who would try to tarnish our heroes.

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Dear ISN Members,

I wanted to share with all of you a conversation I had with a lady who owns a very well known franchise. I am not going to name the franchise, but it’s a well known one.

I was ordering my lunch and was the only one in the store at the time. I asked her if she was living the dream. She said yah right, is anyone? I said you mean you don’t have it made with owning your own business? She said maybe when I am able to sell it; I hope at least then to be able to I make a profit. She said right now I have to work most of the hours to keep my payroll cost down or would not be able to make it. She went on to say that she has to give 11% off the top, back to the franchise. She said by the time she pays the help she has to have, plus pays the franchise back and the rent for the store and food bill, she has no other choice but to make this her life.

She said she tried to open a second store and in these days the bank would not give her any more financing. She said that the owners have their own territories and can only open a store in their territories, which limits them. I said was it expensive to get the franchise and she said, yes and there are no guarantees it will work, the only way I can make it, is to give my life to it, and I still don’t make much money yet for the hours I have to put in.

I left the store and as I was driving home I thought to myself how lucky we all are to have ISN. In ISN we don’t have to risk it all to make it work. We don’t have to put up large capital; we don’t have to give up what we are currently doing to build our business. We can budget our time and money to build ISN. We have millions of people, who are looking for what we have. Our territories are limitless. No one puts a time frame on your success and tells you that you have to be at a certain level or you are done. You can build ISN as you have time and as you live your lives. We don’t put a cap on your income or make you have to purchase another store with more risk. No employees, rent, food bills, etc. Our food bill is collecting silver every month, what a company! We are truly blessed to be able to have this opportunity before us to build wealth.

Thank you for all your hard work.